Dear self,

Of course you're going to struggle. Struggling defines you. Struggling almost makes you who you are with all the baggage included. Things have never been easy for you, and you know it.
Let me be clear: your struggle is not for money, or food, or a loving family, or a roof above your head. You are, what they call, the "internal struggler". It's what lies inside of you which is at war. A constant one, with you against yourself, and nobody, not even once, ever wins.
So yes, of course you're going to struggle. Cause deep down, and sometimes not so deep, you know life's a bitch and just want to punch her on the face more often than never. So let's do it: let's bleed our heart out for once. Let's finally ooze out all that poison. There's no beauty in pain if you don't use it for your art. And, my friend, artists are costant strugglers, just like you. So, welcome to letting go.

P.S. You can do this.